Nursing The Bottles

I made a run by Nautilus a week or two back, missed seeing my Da and a few others. Picked up a few cases of the Clan's homemade whiskey. Been through four or five bottles in the last 24 hours. The Nightmares are starting to come back...The Incursions...their memories still haunt me...between the Incursions that took my aunt and kill many of my Clan and the sorrow of these past few days I have been incapable of doing much else but drinking myself into a stupor and pushing the button that makes my mining laser turn on...perhaps tomorrow will be better...